deideinogod

It only seems to be so deep. I'll use you, you'll use me. It's just a symbiosis of parasitism. You won't want to notice it. I know. If I had choice, I'd never got to know you to avoid this feeling of discomfort. It's about  -100 °C. In my heart. Right now. I would freeze you with one touch, one breath, one look. How do you like it? Our love haven't extinguished yet, I believe. But I know it' s frozen. It's a conspiracy of silence. It's dead-end road. Now, you wouldn't be my first. You would be my next. It's a silent love. Some shit I'm writing again... Dei

You know this saying? Feeling guilty, feeling cold. Have you ever experienced the strange sensation of something happening for the second time? Actually, it's what has been happening to me for about... Two months already. Everyday I see this red-hair coloured girl with big glasses and pale skin. Everyday looking so rebelious and somewhat... helples. Seeing her looking at me like she was saying: "Notice me! Here I am. Behold!". But it' not only the case of her looking at me. She resembles me one person from the past. Person who I was so much in love with. My friends are confused with her creepy looks. They even feel them. It's sometimes so b